TUESDAY, 12 MARCH
Times seems goes faster lately. It is only few weeks before my college period ends. The ‘click’ sounds of camera can be heard here and there. Yes, of course, everybody wants to keep as many pictures as their can as a remarkable memoir of the life we have been through here. And today is Tuesday, the busiest day of the weekdays. But that is not the matter...the matter is, I m going to see him for the first time of this week after some embarrassing thing I have done two days ago.
“Come on Sherry, everything is going to be fine. Don’t worry so much”.
“It is easy for you to say Melanie, you are the cause of all this”. I don’t know why, but my best friend, Melanie seems to be annoying today. Yes, she is the one that force me to take picture with him. That is why she is so annoying today.
“It is about 10 minutes before lecture starts, let’s go!”Sudden words from my other best friend, Allison make my adrenaline rushed. Omg, is this real? My heart is thumping so badly that my hands start shaking because of that. Melanie look at me, throwing her meaningful, cynical smile. Ugh,annoying.
I walked awkwardly today, knowing the fact that I have to face him just few minutes after this. Some bad thought invade my mind.
‘What if he annoyed with me?’
‘Do I look like a cheap girl to him?’
Those thoughts just don’t want to leave my mind even I tried hardly.
As we entered the hall, my eyes started searching for that tall, familiar figure of Isaac, my beloved crush. I should not say beloved I think, but he is so gorgeous that I cannot avoid myself from saying that. The orange seats at the right sides of the halls seem empty, means that he is not here yet. Neither he nor Nate, the nerdy boy that Melanie keeps her eye on is there. Mel looks cool even after the incident and I envy her for that coolness. The other side, I can see Ally looking at both of us with relieve that she did not do the same things we both done last Sunday night.
It was a dinner held for last year students. Melanie and I take a big decision to take a picture with our crush. It was embarrassing actually but to miss the chance that I might regret someday seem to be worse. So, we put all the discomfiture away and started our mission. I talked to Nate and asked him for a photo with Mel and Mel did vice versa. I think in 5 years coming I am going to laugh out loud thinking about our acts that day.
Actually, I almost miss the chance to take a picture with Isaac because he did not seem to be anywhere after the dinner ended. But Mel determination would not let that happened. She went through the crowd to make sure he was really not there. I just stood still that time to nervous to do anything. After a few second, I captured Mel in my sight. Not far from her was Isaac, walking steadily in his black tuxedo. I could not utter any word when he reached at me. His charming, hazel eyes had totally chanted me to become completely speechless. I leave everything to Mel. She was the one who arrange us for the picture.
TUESDAY, 16 APRIL
Nothing interesting happened today. Not until I saw Isaac twitter is online. I have followed him since we still in the college, thanks to my pure talent in stalking people. I really curious what he thought about me because he did not yet accept my friend request on facebook. Well, the saying ‘curiosity kills the cat’ is true perhaps, that I manage to pull out my guts and tweet at him.
@Isaacxxxx can we talk?@Sherlenexxxx sure. What is it about?I almost kill myself for being too ‘brave’ to tweet to him. Argghh...But still I will not waste this chance to ask him all the questions that have been haunting me...so, I continued.
@Isaacxxxx not here, somewhere else can we?@Sherlenexxxx why? Where then?@Issacxxxx how about facebook? I sent you friend request. We can have private
chat.
We have a long chat that time go fast without I realised. I am glad that actually Isaac had never hates me for my annoying acts. He even accepts me as friend. Now I know that he is very friendly. Regrets? Nah...there is nothing to be regret. Well, he might not love me back but still I got this puppy love memory from my college life. Sometimes we might act stupid and sometimes we make silly decision. After all, it is not a bad thing. It is just experiences I can say.
